As we close on 2014, I am left with a single thought: I am
going to do better in 2015. I must.
Ending the year in such a headspace is difficult, but I would
be lying if I implied anything otherwise. The truth is that I gave up on my
dream for a season (or at least 2 months);
I lost sight of what I loved and why.
I put money in place of value, and I
filled my time with needless diversions and excuses rather than doing the hard
work required to become a great writer. And I lamented these choices while I
was making them and even moreso after the fact.
Like most optimists, however, I see a benefit to these lost
days. You see,
I have tried--with
little success, really—to share with you my writing journey--
the up’s and
down’s and
day-to-day. If you’ve followed my blog for any amount of time, you
know that while I’ve shared highlights and disappointments, I’ve failed to be
consistent (which is a key component of a successful blog) and am
changing my goal set for 2015. If nothing else, the season when I became distracted is
evidence that writers can lose sight of the prize and yet return to it—and with
greater productivity and vigor than they might have had were they to have
coasted through that period.
But as I’ve said, that period is passed, and my mind is set
on the future. I have many things I plan to accomplish in the next 12 months, but the major ones are
as follows:
To revise and re-release Stronghold
To release To Retreat From Romance
To release study aids for my two novels in PDF format on my
publishing site.
To publish my first children’s book, Franklin Finnigan
To publish a series of blog posts regarding Writing as
Worship
This looks insurmountable, but it is not. I am confident I can get all of this done if I approach it correctly--treating each of
these projects not as large works to be completed in a few sittings but rather as the end results of many intentional, shorter sessions and countless smaller tasks. Like dieting or building muscle,
patterns of consistency and hard work will dictate the outcomes of the above
and ultimately bring the success toward which I am reaching.
Of course, it’s all in God’s hands. Any good work I am able to accomplish is by his
grace alone. I must never forget this; in fact, I must always affirm it—placing
it at the forefront of my efforts and goals. Does the above list honor him?
Will finishing these projects reveal more of his beauty to the world? Will
these works benefit the kingdom or merely me; and if the latter, am I prepared
to walk away from them?
As I’ve said repeatedly, time will tell. And that time will
happen in the next 12 months. I am deeply looking forward to this; my soul longs to see the outcome of this time next
year.
May the Lord grant me the time and energy to chase it with unabashed
enthusiasm. May he carry me to such work that his glory would be evident to
all who engaging the output of 3LC Publishing. May my vainglory and conceit be
stifled in light of what he wants me to accomplish, not for my glory but for
his.
Pray for me, that all this and more should come to pass. And thank you
advance for not only this prior year but for staying with me in the one to
come.